There he was, taking his seat. His small dreamy eyes, his half smile melts my insides, the way he laughs, everything that he does makes me happy. Not even once I saw him sad before. He keeps smiling every single time and that is what makes me like him even more.
It's been five years now since I had a crush on him. I really want to let him now how I feel about him but some part of me is not quite sure. If I pour out my feelings, will he feel the same way as me?
After class he would wait by the door and walk with me. He would tell me jokes and make me laugh. Every time when he does this, it makes me think that he likes me. 'Stop it! He doesn't have feelings for you. He just likes you as a friend. That's it!,' I tell myself.
Yesterday, I realized he was staring at me in class. When I turned my head to look, he smiled. What in the world is going on? I think I'm dreaming. No way he would fall for me. I'm not as pretty as the other girls are and the worst part is I'm fat. What does he see in me? That is my question.
Soon I will tell him how I feel about him. No matter what he says about me, I will accept it. Even if he rejects me, my feelings for him will never change. He will always be the first boy I love and remember.
It's been five years now since I had a crush on him. I really want to let him now how I feel about him but some part of me is not quite sure. If I pour out my feelings, will he feel the same way as me?
After class he would wait by the door and walk with me. He would tell me jokes and make me laugh. Every time when he does this, it makes me think that he likes me. 'Stop it! He doesn't have feelings for you. He just likes you as a friend. That's it!,' I tell myself.
Yesterday, I realized he was staring at me in class. When I turned my head to look, he smiled. What in the world is going on? I think I'm dreaming. No way he would fall for me. I'm not as pretty as the other girls are and the worst part is I'm fat. What does he see in me? That is my question.
Soon I will tell him how I feel about him. No matter what he says about me, I will accept it. Even if he rejects me, my feelings for him will never change. He will always be the first boy I love and remember.
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