Free graceful winds, having smell of peace. Edge of this bluish and radish sky; giving a hope to these birds. And a sea shore; having pleasant surroundings of love.
How many time I’ve told you that ‘don’t sit here alone’, but you don’t listen me. Why? If I am telling you, ‘I will come at 5 pm’ then I will be here at 5. And you should be at 5. But you are not; you have been waiting for 2 hours. Why?
You knew that everyone was watching you. And you also know that I don’t like it. I don’t like if someone watching you. That why I told you, don’t wait for me. Come only at time, but you always do same thing.
Now what? Ah, please don’t give me this look.
.
.
I know, I was little rude, you also did wrong thing; ok.
Please, say something.
Ok. I am sorry, I was rude.
But you know I love you so such. And someone staring you I don’t like it.
Actually I have written a song for you. I will show you, but firstly you will have to show your smile.
‘NO!’, not this one. The real one, ‘yours killing smile’.
YES! that’s my girl.
Do you remember, here we have met first. And you know what, on that blue dress; you were looking like someone has torn a part of this sky. ‘Really, you were looking so awesome’.
Now you are laughing, just piece of lie and you are happy. Really, no one can understand the girls.
But accept one thing, on that day, I was in fame. On that yellow shirt I was more than a movie star.
WHAT? Wasn’t I? You were looking me, ‘continuously’. You were trying to ignore me but actually you were staring me. ‘Who is that handsome boy’? This question was, I think, hovering around your mind.
I was flirting? Really!
Yeah I accept that I came first but still you were flat on me.
Weren’t you? Then why had you given me your number?
.
..
.
Ok, don’t make this face. I accept that I was flirting. But really on that day I’ve found someone. Someone, for whom, I can live my life.
I remember that on which I officially told you that “I Love you”.
Yeah, actually I didn’t said, you heard that when I was rehearsing. I was nervous on that day. I practiced ten times at least for that but I didn’t get confident for that. Even that shopkeeper was laughing on me.
But doesn’t matter I’ve got you.
We usually talked 3 hours on phone and full night chat. And you know because of that I failed in final paper.
You topped and I got ‘F’.
But I was happy. For you I can make this ‘F’ as my name. Even I like this ‘F’ tag, because your name starts with it.
For you, anything, everything.
.
.
.
.
I want to tell you one thing.
‘My sugar level is increased’.
Don’t panic. I don’t know I am taking some sweets usually, maybe that’s why.
Actually no one is stopping me for eating sweets. I can eat as much as I want.
Actually;
No one is forcing me for medicine.
No one is interrupting me while doing work.
No one is making my fun, not even with me.
No one is walking with me on these streets.
No one is here, ‘NO ONE’.
.
Why?
You left me here, why?
Not even a chance, that I could tell you, ‘how much I love you’. You left me here, without saying anything. After that I was wishing for only one thing, ‘A last good-bye’. But I didn’t get a chance for that.
Life goes, whatever happens, but mine, mine is still; still here.
Mine is still staring me silently. I hadn’t imagined my life without you but now I am living. That thing is eating me, eating me, internally.
I was chained by responsibilities. I was busy. I couldn’t given you time, when you needed me most. I am sorry. I am sorry for everything.
I love you.
I love you, more than everyone, till eternally.
.
.
Every day, here I see flashes of my life, my life with you.
Moments, feelings, happiness, love and everything, everything, I felt with you, because of you. Still I am waiting for that time when I will leave this body, when I will soul free. But I’ll have to wait for that moment.
.
But till that, I have someone, someone because of I am still living.
Do you want meet with that someone.
Just wait a minute.
.
.
“Sunny”, come here buddy. Someone is waiting for you”.
.
One minute, ‘Grandpa’. Sunny said.
To whom, you want to meet me, Grandpa.
It’s your ‘Grandmother’ buddy. I said.
Grandmother! Where is she? I can’t see anyone. He said.
.
.
Where I she! Can’t you see her?
She is here, just beside me, “on this Sea Shore”.
How many time I’ve told you that ‘don’t sit here alone’, but you don’t listen me. Why? If I am telling you, ‘I will come at 5 pm’ then I will be here at 5. And you should be at 5. But you are not; you have been waiting for 2 hours. Why?
You knew that everyone was watching you. And you also know that I don’t like it. I don’t like if someone watching you. That why I told you, don’t wait for me. Come only at time, but you always do same thing.
Now what? Ah, please don’t give me this look.
.
.
I know, I was little rude, you also did wrong thing; ok.
Please, say something.
Ok. I am sorry, I was rude.
But you know I love you so such. And someone staring you I don’t like it.
Actually I have written a song for you. I will show you, but firstly you will have to show your smile.
‘NO!’, not this one. The real one, ‘yours killing smile’.
YES! that’s my girl.
Do you remember, here we have met first. And you know what, on that blue dress; you were looking like someone has torn a part of this sky. ‘Really, you were looking so awesome’.
Now you are laughing, just piece of lie and you are happy. Really, no one can understand the girls.
But accept one thing, on that day, I was in fame. On that yellow shirt I was more than a movie star.
WHAT? Wasn’t I? You were looking me, ‘continuously’. You were trying to ignore me but actually you were staring me. ‘Who is that handsome boy’? This question was, I think, hovering around your mind.
I was flirting? Really!
Yeah I accept that I came first but still you were flat on me.
Weren’t you? Then why had you given me your number?
.
..
.
Ok, don’t make this face. I accept that I was flirting. But really on that day I’ve found someone. Someone, for whom, I can live my life.
I remember that on which I officially told you that “I Love you”.
Yeah, actually I didn’t said, you heard that when I was rehearsing. I was nervous on that day. I practiced ten times at least for that but I didn’t get confident for that. Even that shopkeeper was laughing on me.
But doesn’t matter I’ve got you.
We usually talked 3 hours on phone and full night chat. And you know because of that I failed in final paper.
You topped and I got ‘F’.
But I was happy. For you I can make this ‘F’ as my name. Even I like this ‘F’ tag, because your name starts with it.
For you, anything, everything.
.
.
.
.
I want to tell you one thing.
‘My sugar level is increased’.
Don’t panic. I don’t know I am taking some sweets usually, maybe that’s why.
Actually no one is stopping me for eating sweets. I can eat as much as I want.
Actually;
No one is forcing me for medicine.
No one is interrupting me while doing work.
No one is making my fun, not even with me.
No one is walking with me on these streets.
No one is here, ‘NO ONE’.
.
Why?
You left me here, why?
Not even a chance, that I could tell you, ‘how much I love you’. You left me here, without saying anything. After that I was wishing for only one thing, ‘A last good-bye’. But I didn’t get a chance for that.
Life goes, whatever happens, but mine, mine is still; still here.
Mine is still staring me silently. I hadn’t imagined my life without you but now I am living. That thing is eating me, eating me, internally.
I was chained by responsibilities. I was busy. I couldn’t given you time, when you needed me most. I am sorry. I am sorry for everything.
I love you.
I love you, more than everyone, till eternally.
.
.
Every day, here I see flashes of my life, my life with you.
Moments, feelings, happiness, love and everything, everything, I felt with you, because of you. Still I am waiting for that time when I will leave this body, when I will soul free. But I’ll have to wait for that moment.
.
But till that, I have someone, someone because of I am still living.
Do you want meet with that someone.
Just wait a minute.
.
.
“Sunny”, come here buddy. Someone is waiting for you”.
.
One minute, ‘Grandpa’. Sunny said.
To whom, you want to meet me, Grandpa.
It’s your ‘Grandmother’ buddy. I said.
Grandmother! Where is she? I can’t see anyone. He said.
.
.
Where I she! Can’t you see her?
She is here, just beside me, “on this Sea Shore”.
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